6:51 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2012

CHALET on 26 - 28 Oct 2012~

Hi~! I'm just so bored~ idk what should I do and also don't know what happen to me~ fucking emotional~ hais~

What to do? I used to be like that? Nooooo~ im not like that~ what todo~? Hais~ shall stop posting~

Went to chalet on the Friday 26 Oct. things happen in the first day and hais~! I complaint to some of them and still not feeling good at all~ really fucking pissed. Nvm.. But what to do? I'm the eldest and also the one who need to care and not being emotional instead~ thinking back, always chalet always have problem in me~ not them. Sorry? I don't want care anymore~ just come and go. I thinking of next few chalets I might not be going? I think. Hais. Nvm. Shall decide~

Tmr having work, so today I need to go home~ sad~ didn't sleep for the past few hours and I'm tired~ wtf~!! All sleep until so full~ hais~ me? Nvm.

Okay~ I shall end here~ :):) nothing much to say~ bye~

EDIT FROM HERE~!
I'm back home~! And I had a good chat with Peirong. Btw, chalet there is Azili, Gim, Peirong, Sharon, Ivan, Jason, Louis, JinCheng, Siwei & Yiteng. MrHeng with his family came! Aprel also came~! And Azili's Parent also came!! & Sharon's Dad came too!! And thanks him for sending the food& all the things for chalet~! :D:D

Yesterday BBQ-ing~ today also BBQ-ing~ hahaha! I think they bought 2days food~ haha! But it is definitely enough for all of us~ :D then yesterday was fun~ cus first day~ but today too~! Hahahah!! But just I'm too tired to be so high~ hais~ so sorry~ trying my best, but I'm just too emotional & tired to keep my mood up~ Celebrated Azili and Siwei's advance Birthday tooooo~!! :D:D

So today I got to go home, Azili also decided to go home too~ and her parent came to fetch her when they send her brother down for BBQ at pasir Ris park~ so yup, they came and enjoy with us~ :D:D thanks for coming down and sponsoring so much food~! :D and then Azili went off first cus I think of staying back longer and then yup, stay and then go off with Jason and Peirong~ okay~ I have an awesome chat with her~ like can't finish all our conversation~ lol! But we still have to separate~ hahahah! Then then then then~ off I go alone from Bedok to JE~ ohya, Jason took bus at Pasir Ris Intc. Then we separate there~ lol! Fun time with them~ I really enjoy other than the tiredness~ lol!! Not all their fault~ hahahah! Ke kiang don't want sleep la!! Lol!! Then now eyes are closing and I need faster go prepare others thing~! Lol!! Good night~! Update again~ Bye~

2:35 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2012

AWESOME~

This semester class, I'm gonna missed them very very much~!! Know why? Because of particular few guys that always joke with me & Tiff~ :D:D They are....

Charlton~

Roy~

Jerome~

These 3 guys in the class is enough le~ Currently we all are so closed till we scolding each other, like so natural~ LOL! and we play and joke around~ Best ever Best~ :D:D AWESOME CLASSMATES!!

& Dont forget all my combine lecturer classmates~!! :D:D

Jiahui Gaya Wanqi Shuhui Zhenxian Zhixian Charlton Lily~ <3

This lecture class & tutorial class AWESOME!! ^^

STILL HAVE!! MY EVERYDAY LAUGHTERS!!

Agatha Tiffany Khelen Alyssa Sarah~ <3 MY GIRLS~

Khelen Nicole Agatha Tiffany~ <3 MY GIRLSSS~!!

End~

2:34 PM

SIWEI & SHARRON 'S WEDDING~!

The group of us~ <3

The groom with us~

Jason with me~

Aprel with me~ (Sharron's "sister")

Azili aka xiaomei with me~

Group photo~

3:05 AM

Monday, January 2, 2012

Dinner & Dance @ Countdown Eve

It is really a good opportunity to get to D&D which was invited by my work committee chairman!

This is the first time in my life..

I didnt attend at all.

So feel awkward when I was at there with my colleague..

Some more, almost everyone I dont know one..

But still got some lahh!

LOL!

Was very boring at first.

Because there is nothing at all.

And people there are unfamiliar..

So it is like..... awkward silent.

Eat eat eat..

Talk talk talk..

Watch watch watch..

Play play play.

It going to 12:00am!!!

COUNTDOWN!!

5, 4, 3, 2, 1!

HAPPY NEW YEARR!! :D:D
*shake hand shake hand*

Something happen in between..

Being hug, touch, kiss(on cheek)..

By a person I know.

Have wife and is married.

I dont know what to do..
So I just pretend nothing happen.

And I start to let go my hand of his body.

And I sit back where I am.

He started to ask me some weird questions, which lead me dont know what to answer him..

& he still insist of giving me another kiss?
OMG!!
Please not!!
OHYA!! I HOPE HE IS DRUNK AT THAT POINT!!
Because he did drank!!!
I hope!!

So it will be just a mistake 误会...

*PRAY*

I still cant forget the moment.

Because Im damn scared..

Some more I dont know how to reject people.

And I thought it is just a normal hug from an adult.

Didnt know so many things happen in just a few minutes..

Hais.

Forget it.

It is over~

Sorry, Im not a person who is good-looking nor a slim girl, and I think if I said this out, no one will believe.

So I post here. But I doubt none of you will just think Im a what person..

This is where I post my personal thing.

As not a lot of people who knows.

Shall end here..

Byebye~

11:38 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Hopefully those days will be back soon~

Since Semester2 have started, I have been lacking of sleep and time..

Dont know why whenever I start school, everything change.

When Holiday, I dont meet up with friends.

Then when School starts, I will have lot of meeting..

I dont mind at all.

But I just wondering why it is like that..

Work during weekends.

I think I missed few of the working due to some outing or birthdays..

I think I am giving problems to the full time staff..

Feel bad as usual, sometime I feel it is good to do this.

But when I does it, I will confirm feel bad after that..
That's not what I want, but it is fated.

Life have no been so good.

I wonder did I does something wrong..

Trying to help my friend, but what happen I also dont know.

I would wish to have peace between us if there is anything I have done wrong.

I will definitely apologize to you if I had done that.

And I hope our friendship will be back again..

Missed all the laughter, fun, jokes & craps we had!

I just hope it will come back soon~

I miss you all together badly~ :/

XDD have been becoming more handsome & cuteee.

I started to like to disturb him more and moree..

But I just scared he might feel the disturbance..

Just wanna get closed to him BUT not for some reason..

Just normal will do..

And hope he wont feel awkward..

XDD, you promised to plan an outing and we shall go together~

I dont care if it is just the both of us or with a group..

Just plan it, I missed you guys and you!! :)

Is it fate? We shall see~

New Semester, New Class, New Classmates, New Life..

I miss my girls from T1B7!!

I miss my boys from T1B7 too!!

I miss all my classmates from T1B7!!

We all have separated into different class..

I wish to be with together the person, it turns out to be another one.

I hope that girl will come to same class with me, but another comes.

I missed those days when we joke and study together!!
Where is those days?????
:(

Even I know new friends, but these are not as good as the previous one..

We got the friendship in it already!!

& it is those very deep friendship!!!!
:(

There is a irritating girl in my class!!
She is really a LOUD SPEAKER!!

OMG!!
I never see this kind of people before.

So rude to the lecturer/teacher..

& Talk like nobody business..

Act like as if she is the biggest!!

Think that she is the prettiest girl!

& think everyone likes her..

SO MANY THINGS SHE THINK SHE IS, but actually she's not!!

Anyway, I just dont like her..

-.-

Okay~ Shall end here!

Byebye!!

12:40 AM

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I MISS YOU~

Holiday is here~

I dont wish to go anywhere~

I just wish to stay with you

No matter what,

I will just think of you.

School days you are alright~

I missed the days when we were laughing together,

Joking together,

teasing each other together~
But where is it now?

I really miss so much~

Just one week of holiday,

I getting sick and tired of it..

Nothing to do at home..

Go work mean work..

Nothing much I can do also.

And I would prefer to stay at home and watch drama or accompany my family..

I am really lazy.

I really dont know what to do.

I would prefer there is no HOLIDAY!!

Okay..

Holiday sucks!

Thats what I think!!

3:23 AM

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

My girls in my T1B7

Hello!!

It has been really a long long time since I've posted again!

And I'm having holiday now!

Work as per normal..

Don't wanna snatch my colleague shift as they also need to earn money..

So I stick back to my Weekends Schedule..

Busy like hell..

No time rest during school time..

Working on Weekends and I have no enough sleeps.

Studying in new environment is alright..

Nothing much though..

Class people are friendly..

Not really as compared to my ITE-mates..

*I really missed you all*

Everything to me is really new..

I really don't know what to do at first..

But after I find someone who think the same as I..

And I really hate the communication modules!

The group of guys I grouped with, they are really.....

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE WORD TO REPRESENT THEM!!

ARGHHHHHH~

Am I that unlucky?

All I think is all opposite..

WTF!

How am I going to pass this f***ing module!!

Anyway, it is late night!

And I think I gonna head to bed..

If not my Dad will kill me..

LOL!

Good nights!

i really want to know you more..

i didnt know just a small thing will make you be so angry.

i did apologize.

why did you ignored me?

you misunderstood me, not i do wrong!

why is it always like that??

you know how i felt that day?

it is really very bad..

i almost cry, but i bear with it.

why cant you treat me the same as her?

i just want a normal friendship will do..

currently i am worried about is..

what is going to happen after you leave..

i cant imagine much..

but just hope it would go smoothly..

but why you want go, you can just come during the days you want.

and not quit.

please. im begging you to stay..

cus i cant leave without you~

Byee~ <3 taemin~

11:30 AM

Monday, April 11, 2011

Busy Life

Hello! It has been really a long time since I posted.

Have been working throughout the holiday.

I have no time for friends. What a sad life.

Have been posted to NP..

School gonna start soon..

And Im not prepared.

As usual. :/

Hmmm. 21year old liao~

No changes for me.

As usual.

21st Bday Party has over.

It was a successful one with all the family, relatives, friends and neighbour who have attend.

Thanks so much for the wonderful night! :D

Anw, Thanks again.

I shall end here.

Going to work again..
:)

Bye~

1:14 AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Realistic?

Hello~

Long time never blog?

Yup, it has been a long time before the previous post.

Hmmm.

Exam ends.

Holiday Start.

Life get bored~

When you start to lost your student card,

you will tend not to go out more.

Because the fare will be higher than before.

It is really fuck up when holiday come and you lost your card!

What a good holiday it is.

And hoping I have more money to spend during holiday.

But people are realistic.

That's why I have no more money to spend.

Idk.

But they are!!

Anyway, gonna enjoy throughout the whole holiday with my BIG 21st and a oversea trip with my relatives~

Even though no money.

But I will try my best to do without spending money.

And I will Enjoyy~

Money flies easily..

Dont know where I spend at.

But just, forget it since it is spend away.

Hoping my BIG 21st will be done perfectly!

And still planning on~

:D:D

Ohhhh~ Im getting older!!

Can the time reverse back?

Haha~

I HOPEEEE!!

Anyway, shall end.

Byebyeee~

can i have an answer from you soon?

i am waiting.

should i text you again to confirm?

i think i shall do that within next week.

6:26 PM

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

MCE 1B, 2009

MCE 2N, 2010

7March 2011 marked the last day of ITE

Last day of school.

Last day of exam.

Last memories with everyone.

Last of the last~

Exam didn't go well.

Paper is damn difficult.

I don't know why can't I study much!

And all I've tried didn't really works.

Hais.

Hopefully the result come out not that bad.

So will be all the best to me then~

Anyway, next time please don't smile to anyone who you don't know, even if they are your friend's friend.

You will get a scolding or rather those hard-wording from the person.

Please, be smart!

it is bad feeling after that.

i didnt know it will just happen like that.

it is just a friendly manner.

but ended to be bad way.

ya, just fuck off then~

3:24 PM

Friday, February 11, 2011

11:08 AM

Friday, February 4, 2011

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~

♥ Reunion Dinner @ Dian Xiao Er, JurongPoint ♥

Reached there at 8pm..

Should be reached earlier, cus due to the driver who drive very slow~

*that's me*

My relative reaches first.

& We waited for awhile more and we can go in.

& meanwhile, cam-whoring! :D ↓

Eating time~

*yummy*

All the dishes~

12 in total.

& too many time post, so i post up altogether.

ohyeah ohyeah~

帅哥帅哥！:D

They trying to make me and him together~

-.-"

(the photo is blur though)

♥

I think that's all.

Didn't managed to get photo with him as was being force by them.

But it okay!

Haahaa~

Shall end here.

CNY, angbao, here I come~ :D

Byebyeee~

6:02 PM

Friday, January 28, 2011

love~

Simply just love them~ :)

CNY is coming!!

Left with 6days~

And all the event will be super full~

Monday having test.

Studied 1 chp, still got 3 to go..

Im thinking canI pass?

Dad's and Sis's Bday just the day before, 25 & 27..

And bought cake for Dad & Sis..

Celebrated on the same day..

It is not good, but Dad is bigger than Sis..

Hehee.

Dad got the priority.

Their bday past, and cfm cny coming.

Haha..

Received a book from Mr & Mrs Heng..

Thank you very much~

After reading few pages of it, it seems really true though..

Gonna continue reading it whenever Im free..

Thanks again!

Shall end.

Byebyee~

defense is what i do.

but if defense and being attack again?

i dont knw what can i do.

always lose to you have been a routine for my life.

and this routine makes me really very hard to live.

i hate, but no other choice.

so you'll always my laughter, always.

11:12 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2011

This two lady here, took photos when Im not in the car!! :(

But it was a fun night-out with both girls! :D

Yesterday, went out for dinner with this two lady above~

Managed to get my hse car out, and for my own convenience too.. :)

Went to Bukit Timah to have our dinner~

Reached there and then waited for them.

Went up and order, but it took more than 20mins to come..

Everyone of us are hungry like hell!!

But nevermind, the food are worth of waiting..

Hehe..

What do you think, girls??
:)

*I forget to take photos of the food!!*

Finished eating and ate TauHuey!

Nice nice~

After that went off, and asked them to accompany me to head down to my Aunt's hse..

I need to pass her stuff..

So... Asked them to wait inside the car for me..

But then, what they do behind me was....

Cam-whoring with my camera!!

-.-"

Luckily Ivian told me about it when she alighted..

If not, it will be in my camera till I on the next time..

ZzzZzz..

Send them home, and I went to BPP to find my mum and sis..

Went home aftermath~

School as per normal~

Left 8weeks and I shall complete my ITE..

Still thinking of courses to go for in Poly.

Kind of confuse, and trouble in it.

Hopefully will study hard and head for what I want!

I think to all too~

Hope you people study well and head for what you want too!!

Study Hard!!

Last Sem and we all shall study real hard!! :D

Shall end here~

Nothing much too~

Byebye~

6:55 PM

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Taemin~

Something make me laughed..

Which is...

I saw one of my friend's comment..

His friend was saying that he went Rebel and he knocked into the wall and lie on the middle of the floor, his eyes was swollen and make him so paiseh until he went off.

That's somehow he was drunk.

But hope he is alright now~

The moment I saw this I was like, "Ohgosh, you must look your way please.. & Hope there is no next time for him."

But was laughing too lahh..

I'm sorry to laugh at it, but it was too funny that I need to laugh out.

Paiseh paiseh~

11:37 PM

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

If you are not happy with me, just come face to face and say..

No balls??

Turn so big round and said so much..

Ohya! You are just one of them!

Said people, see yourself then!!

WAHAHAHAHA!!!

6:01 PM

I knew this would happened!

I didn't know my blog was so "popular"..

WOW~

Wahahaha!!

I heard some Dogs barking~

After 2 days holiday comes.

Christmas is coming too!

Outings for sure!

Money fly for sure!

Shall end..

Going out soon!

Bye~

11:41 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Responsibility

I've learnt what is responsibility today..

After a lesson of lost of IC Chip.

Sorry about it.

I know you are kinda pissed about it though.

Can see from your face reaction/ the way you speaks.

No offence..

I said it deep from my heart.

It is not about money problem..

It is not about paying of it too.

Or rather thousands of apologies..

It is just an irresponsible acts.

I will confirm remembered this and applied to other places.
The lost of important things make me learnt something new.

Nothing much.

Feel bad as always.

It is okay.

It is just a lesson to learn.

you are just too poor to afford too many stuff right?

thats why you like to have free stuffs.

maybe it is an act of jealousy.

this just make me feel like laughing at you!

wahahaha!

Tuesday Blue~

Not my day.

List of things that makes my Tuesday Blue: -

: Late for class.

: Not smooth in doing anything.

: Lost of bs2p that make Mr Heng angry.

: Broke things and need to get it after school.

: BS2P is not working.

: Checking of mini-project also another problem..

: Due date getting nearer and I haven't done it.

Is tmr going to be better?

I doubt so.

Never mind.

This is what I created, that's why it is like that.

Shall end.

1:16 AM

I think I'm Stupid~

Anyway, at this time, I'm figuring out how to use a new IC Chip..

Weird timing?
Yup, I think so!!

Anyway, I realised that it need supply!!!

How am I going to use without supply!!
And yup, I might be brainless..

After reading one of the so-called "Quick Start Guide",

I realised a lot of things I didnt bring home and use!!

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I think if Mr Heng reading this, he might be laughing at me..

And yup, I just think that I have so much things to ask..

And every time I asked and anyone answered, I will asked to repeat again!

This has become a bad habit to me!!

Jiat liat!
MUST CHANGED!!!!

Anyway, hopefully this IC Chip can be work when I put in supply!

So got to go, as I dont know what else I can do right now!

Byebye!

11:06 PM

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Both two little sweet-cute girls are the one who I've met during the past few months!

Appreciated every single stuff you have done~

Haven't been updating recently.

Kind of bored.

But I hope I can do something for you.

Oh.

The photos above is the one I loved and I treasured!

It is fun to be out with both of them.

That day was fun when left with the 3 of us.

Cam-whoring when there is no one!

Wahahaaaa!

The enjoyable day ever!

Since the past maybe 1-2months with both of them, never ever have the day with no smile..

Thank you girls!! :D:D

Love you both ttm!!

This is what I wanna said..

I appreciated every single things you have done.

I have try to do my best not to give you more stress or rather work to do.

Because I think you are really over-work.

I know it is hard, I'm also trying my best to do what I can help out.

Even if it is a tough-work.

I would rather be the one who is suffering than you do.

Sorry to let you do so much!

I'm sorry.

ohya, MrHeng hope you get well soon!!

I'm slow..

But just wanna said this.

11:00 PM

Monday, December 6, 2010

just feel like being alone~

i hope that it isnt my fault.

i have double check before i said it.

why everytime i thought it is correct ended up will be wrong?!?!?!

i dont understand.

am i really that useless/forgetful/mess-maker/blur sotong?

i think the apologizing chance is getting higher.

thing isnt getting any easily day by day.

how i wish everything wont start it since the day i step into this school.

shouldnt be the one that is in secondary school me.

but is the another side of me.

my problems all are coming back.

all the bad habits are back too.

why people can change, but why not me?

i had try, but think it isnt hard enough.

shall i continue try harder?

i'm sure i'm a problematic person.

because i tend to give a lot of people problems but just maybe people dont care/ dont see it.

so i shall stop all my problems!

hais~

left with a bit more~

bear with it!

Sorry to all who I ever give problem/make problem/troublemaker..

I really sorry to all.

Especially to people who reads my blog..

Sorry to give all the problems/troubles, hope the next time till I die, I wont give anymore problems/troubles..

And Thanks for helping me solve problems/troubles if you've did.

Thank a lot!

I really appreciate it~

1:35 AM

Saturday, November 27, 2010

♥

261110

went out to Expo~

was a fun trip~

i was late, as usual. :p

reached..

find both of them.

but my eyes is so cocky~

because they told me they at Subway.

But didn't know were standing at the side.

-.-

one of them haven't had his lunch.

so went to find what he want.

anyway, they have walked to one end to another end while waiting for me.

so, they just walk straight to where they wanna go.

followed.

and after eating, we went to flea market.

aftermath, we went to SITEX.

search for sis's stuff.

same goes to the both of them.

didn't get any afterall.

so we waited for another to reach.

walk again to search for stuff.

and then went off after that.

trained to Somerset.

then off i go take bus home~

end of the day~

♥

hey boy, i really miss you~

i just love the way how you treat me~

i dont mind if it is a bad or good way~

i prefer this than you ignore me~

the more you care, the more i love~

i still remember the day we message each other~

i was smiling every minute when we are text-ing each other~

really miss it~

thank you for brightening me up~

i'm sorry to ignore you that day~

but i'm just too down mood~

sorry, i'm really sorry~

you told me its okay~

but to me, i don't seems like it is okay~

because you have been asking me like many times~

telling me you care?

yup, this is what i think~

thank you still~

♥

12:07 AM

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

super down~

don't know why though.

i just wanna cry~

can i?

days in school are very good~

even though i got the feeling of not going school.

but then, aftermath, i still enjoy it.

i'm thinking if i want to go for the 2yr diploma course.

cus i don't know what course i'm going to take after i graduate from ite.

what is the decision?

i shall decide asap, as there is a talk about it and also need to apply too.

but then 3 and above?

i just got 2.9plus.

how to apply??

):):

how how how?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

images of you flying all over my mind~

what should I do?

I trying my super best to forget single you~

but why can't I do it?

people tends to forget easily, but why not me?

I already try to treat as one friend.

but all the past images you treated me too good are coming back~

what is the way to forget you?